The year I’ll say… I Love You.

A: “May sasabihin sana ako sayo eh…”
B: “Ano yun?”
C: “Umm.. um.”
D: “…. mmm…”
E: “Ahh… hehe, alam mo naman na naging malapit na tayo sa isa’t isa.”
F: “….”
G: “Matagal ko na talaga tong gustong sbihin eh.”
H: “……..uh…..”
I: “Kaya naman. ________ , ”
J: “Oh?”
K: “ah..”
L: “Ano sasabihin mo? ”
M: “Hehe, uuwi na ako. Papagalitan ako kasi sa bahay. gabi na eh. cge bye bye!”
O: ~_~

2009. This will be the year that I’ll open my heart for true relationships. It’s true that i used to turn away from the girls i like in College. Whenever my relationship to my classmate/org-mate deepens, i am always the first to turn away. I always tell myself to finish my chores first before sulking my heart to anyone. That will change this year. I’ll “TRY” to open my heart.

I know that doing this may make and break my feelings. But hey, that’s life! It is better for me to experience it rather than regreting. I just want to open my heart. Open my sorrows. Open my feelings. Open my inhibitions. To set myself free from my mundane prison. I just want to.

Do i only WANT it? Or do i really really NEED it?

To answer that question: Yes, i really really need it. Not to exagerate but yeah, i am in dire need for a relationship. I just want someone that i could talk to on the phone. Someone who can understand. Someone like…….

Okay. This is enough. I want to rest.

God’s willing, She will surely come this year. If she didn’t, hmm…… if she didn’t……ano nga kaya.. Eh! bahala na. Basta buksan ang puso. Kung kailangang manligaw, go! Basta hindi ito ang priority ko sa 2009.

^_^ Makikilala ko na kaya sya next year? Bahala na.